Suddenly BANG!

I woke up feeling good. Did some OU work then we went out for lunch. which was fun and I was wondering around the garden centre afterwards.I was looking at the books, maybe there'd be something I could buy for my mum...

...bang...

...there it was. Prime spot in the arrangement of books. It was like someone had smacked me in the face. So I sat down somewhere and started playing pointless games on my phone until my husband and son found me. As I said to Paul as we drove home, "I've lived more than a third of my life without her."