I've been drawing a blank lately so haven't been posting - let's not force this eh?
But here's a development. Since my sister and I fell out soon after I returned home from Australia, she's been telling me to stop making any contact with her.
But I didn't. I've always thought I could change things.
Change her opinion of me.
Make her see that the things she thinks I've done to her are not true.
That I care about her.
My friends have been saying to me that I should stop communicating with her. That it would be doing as she's requested, but also that I will be less hurt and upset. That I'll be less frustrated.It was my sister's birthday yesterday and I sent her a card. I wrote inside that after 15 years I will stop communication apart from Christmas and birthday cards.
That although she has blocked me from all social media, that I have made up new addresses in order to see her updates. But that I will delete these addresses so that will stop.
But saying that, if she wants to contact ^me^ then I will of course reply to her.
So I have yet to delete those addresses but I'm going to go and do that now...
